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NGCAIYU smiles when people calls her CYCYCY. She loves to laugh, she starts cackling on 8may1992 and is stuck to French Horn for life (; Mollycoddle yourself here and sway with the music!! Stuffs wanted.
-own room! -score well. -stay happy and cheerful. hehes. -space -be as crazy as I possibly can be. CHUMCHUMCHUM.
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Hi, Good morning world. Here are some pictures to liven up my blogosphere. They are recent events that happened.. And yeap frankly, after my projs, everything that I do starts having colours. Geez I feel like I've just walked out from a monochrome film. Okay.. Here we go ;>  Besides my window display, this is my collaterals for my brand Yvince namecard, tagging, enormous paper bag, gown box I cut that nasty piece of wood hanger up, yes all of these are part of my Fyp, Fyi  pastel pink pig and the colourful rainbow my bb-er and I :)  can't wait to show me her pretty pedicured legs instantly flung her foot up at me when she saw me.. sigh how cute can she get?  Bought these two rings from a friend for favour and for my desire win-win :) Love, ncy ♥ my final year project. (that's my awesome friend's self sewn bridal gown btw) somehow the exhaustion just feels too numb to describe. Love, ncy my friends, my spilling heart
 In the meantime,let's just all be happy for a while. Well, I feel happy at this current moment. That's good enough to last me till the end. I wish that everyone is smiling too ♥ Love, ncy we all are chasing pavements
To no avail. Right now, I'm purely stoning since the early afternoon. Not driven, no pressure. I feel myself floating, drifting away of what's important. What I can picture myself is doing things I like, things I want. What is in front of me has turned stale, but frozen. It's never moving forward because I'm not looking at it the right way. I'm not satiated. I am hardly appreciating my work. Why is this only crumbling down now. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckingfuckallthedreadfulshitihavebeendoingallthesewhile,itallseemlikeitsfornothing,sosickandtired ofeverything.thesearewaytoodreadfulandinsignificant.somebodytellmewhyimstillstuckhere,unmotivated? Right now, I should be telling myself that this, will all pass. Face them and you shall look back with ease. All these will soon end. Bloody hell, deal with it and soon it'll be over. Love, ncy my love
 Have been spending some quality time with my delightful surprise from my boy. It has already past a week since we've celebrated our Valentine's together. Yes, it has also been a hell of a week in school , and nope my stuff isn't done yet anyways.. Just gotta push on, because I know I can finish my last lap and also, not disappointing those people who believes in me. Anyhow, I can't wait to meet him tomorrow, because I'm seriously in need of some love and hugs : > (stronger than ever; fully regenerated like coins in Coin Dozer) Love, ncy✿ buried alive
 Feeling the utter sense of numbness, and exhaustion. I could only think of it as how a phoenix is like, living gloriously, full of fiery and life. But in certain part of her lifetime, she will all of a sudden, burst into flames, burning every bit of her colour and energy away. All that's left will be a pile of dull ashes. However, she will re-ignite her sparks and fire as she shall resurrect from the ashes, and live her glory once again. All that story. So, my current state would be at the stage where she catches fire, and gets burnt alive. That torture doesn't seem to end, it just keeps tearing me up, bit by bit. The brink of absolution, when everything has lost its zest and fight. When can i fly again? When is my time to be a phoenix, soaring and carefree? Love, ncy feeling sian
 Needa do sth to my hair.. Gotta do something about graduating first though. Feels unmotivated. Its like the 100th time that im feeling this way. wonder why this last lap feels so difficult.. Love, ncy Posted via BlogPost |
